It is incredible to think that although I have felt alone most of my life I have not been. This knowing struck me so strongly This morning when I woke up. I HAVE NEVER BEEN ALONE!!!!! My earliest childhood memory Makes no sense whatsoever. I have a distinct remembrance of Being an infant On the floor, Next to my crib. The room was dark And I was alone. Surely, I didn’t speak then. But I heard these words come From inside of me VERY CLEARLY: “I’m in. I’m in. I’M IN!!!!!” That was my first clue.